Sunday, July 5, 2009

Back Again and Bye Bye Baby

So my 30 days of blogging didn't quite go as planned. I got a little sidetracked with morning (aka ALL DAY) sickness and another miscarriage.



To make a sad story short, we found out we were pregnant again on June 25th after 5 months of trying and we had our fourth (yes FOURTH) miscarriage on July 1st at 6 weeks. We had such a hard time staying pregnant before Carson ( 3 miscarriages before him) but I thought for sure that since I'd already had a baby that my body would be used to it and wouldn't miscarry anymore. Especially since I started using my progesterone cream even before I was 100% sure that I was pregnant. But as we were trying last month I had this nagging feeling in the back of my head saying that even if I got pregnant, that this time it wouldn't last. I know there's a baby waiting for us though and after having our couple days to grieve, we are ready to start a new week and exciting to try again this month!



And a very heartfelt THANK YOU to friends and family who have been our angels this week...watching out and praying for us. WE LOVE YOU!

3 comments:

Latter-day Saint Mom said...

I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you will get the desires of your heart to have another baby.You are in my thoughts and prayers and I enjoy hearing about your experiences of losing as I feel I can relate in part. Hang in there! Love ya!

April Celeste Garff said...

I'm so sorry. We both know there's nothing I can say to make it better, but please know that we are thinking of you and praying for you.

Tyler & Rose-Ellen said...

Nina, I am so sorry to hear about that. You are amazingly strong and I am proud to see that you got through this and are still so hopeful. I hope you and your family are doing well and that you are blessed with a healthy pregnancy soon. I love you and miss you!