Confessions

I don't like to complain a lot, but right now I just need to get a few things off my chest....

I ADMIT-I had a few cookies with breakfast this morning. No, it's not healthy and it's ruining my weight I've worked so hard to lose...but it's just been one of those mornings.

YES-I'm super pissed at whoever stole Mike's pain meds last night at his birthday party. C'mon people!! Only our closest friends were in attendance and it had to be one of them. Mike needs those pills to function and to have someone steal them from us just makes me sick.

YES-I'm still shaking inside from calling each one of our friends last night and confronting them about the theft. I HATE confrontation anyways, but having to confront the people Mike's closest to is enough to give me a heart attack.

NO-the towering pile of clean, but unfolded laundry that has been taking over our bedroom the past week hasn't gone unnoticed. It's driving me crazy but sometimes there are just more important things to get done.

SOMETIMES (i.e. right now) I feel like the world around me is falling apart. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST GET THERE ACT TOGETHER!! (yes, including myself sometimes). My only saving graces right now are my wonderful, strong, patient husband; my innocent, sweet little boy; and my faith in Christ which reminds me that life isn't so bad and that I don't have to let other people's choices affect me.

LAST, but not least-There's a little part of my heart that is secretly jealous and a little sad towards everyone who is pregnant or has a new baby right now. YES, I am extremely happy for all my friends, but still frustrated that it isn't me right now.


*sigh*....I feel a little better. Now I'm off to get ready and face a new day and whatever challenges it may hold. I can already see some racing toward me...time to brace myself!!